New Moon Reading: December 19, 2025

A tarot card spread, celtic cross format.
Deck: Celtic Tarot

Overall New Moon Meaning:

This new moon cycle opens with a reading that’s less about gentle beginnings and more about confronting what I’ve been gripping too tightly while the real work happens in places I can’t see. The Four of Pentacles sits at the center, my current self clutching resources, control, security like they’re the only things keeping me upright. Meanwhile, the Moon lurks as the problem, showing me that what I think is the issue (scarcity, instability, lack) is actually obscuring the real challenge: I’m terrified of the unknown, of what lives in the murky spaces I can’t control or rationalize.

What’s emerging beneath the surface is a fundamental tension between holding on and letting go, between the masculine energy of control (Four of Pentacles, Emperor) and the feminine wisdom that knows some things can only be understood by moving through them (Moon, Strength, Hermit). Consciously, I’m reaching for Strength, trying to stay soft, trying to work with difficulty instead of dominating it. But unconsciously, the Hermit reveals I’m isolating, retreating into solo processing because vulnerability with others feels too risky. This split between what I think I’m doing and what’s actually happening underneath is the hidden influence shaping everything.

The past holds the King of Cups, someone (maybe me, maybe someone else) who had emotional mastery, who could hold space with compassion and maturity. That energy has passed or shifted, and in its wake I’m grasping at security (Four of Pentacles) while the future spreads out as Seven of Cups, too many options, too many illusions, the paralysis of unlimited possibility when what I actually need is to choose something real. The Queen of Swords operates internally, cutting through my own bullshit with precision, while externally the Eight of Pentacles shows up as steady, focused work that doesn’t care about my emotional drama, it just keeps building.

Justice sits in my hopes and fears, that double-edged desire for things to balance out, for consequences to make sense, for fairness in a world that doesn’t guarantee it. I both want the reckoning and dread what it might reveal about my own role in creating what I’m experiencing. The outcome – the Emperor – suggests this cycle is teaching me about sustainable structure, about building something solid not through control but through clarity, not through gripping but through authority that’s earned through consistent action.

What’s gestating in this dark moon is the understanding that my tight grip on resources and safety is actually preventing the stability I’m seeking. The hidden influence is fear masquerading as prudence, isolation disguised as self-protection, and a fundamental distrust of my own capacity to navigate uncertainty without losing myself completely. This cycle asks me to loosen my grip, to stop confusing control with security, and to trust that the work I’m doing (Eight of Pentacles) combined with my capacity for honest discernment (Queen of Swords) will build something more sustainable than whatever I’m clutching in my closed fists.

Shadow & Illumination Advice:

The shadow territory this cycle involves using spiritual processing (Hermit) as avoidance of practical engagement, or intellectual clarity (Queen of Swords) as a replacement for emotional vulnerability. Watch for the pattern of analyzing everything to death while refusing to actually move, or retreating into solo work when what’s needed is connection and collaboration. There’s also the risk of becoming so focused on fairness and balance (Justice) that I lose sight of what I actually want, or using “waiting for clarity” as an excuse to avoid committing to any of the options in front of me (Seven of Cups). The tightest shadow point is the Four of Pentacles energy, the belief that if I just control enough variables, plan enough contingencies, save enough resources, I’ll finally feel safe. That’s the lie. Safety doesn’t come from control; it comes from trusting I can handle whatever happens.

The illumination comes through recognizing that Strength isn’t about managing everything gently, it’s about having enough self-trust to stay present with difficulty without either collapsing or dominating. The Eight of Pentacles reminds me that consistent, focused work builds more security than any amount of hoarding or controlling. The Emperor as outcome suggests that real authority – the kind that lasts – comes from clarity of purpose and willingness to make decisions, not from gripping tighter. This cycle wants me to build structure through choice rather than clutch at safety through control, to trust the work I’m doing even when the Moon makes everything look uncertain, and to let the Queen of Swords cut away what’s no longer serving so the Emperor can build something that actually will.


The tarot card, the Four of Pentacles
Deck: Light Seer

Four of Pentacles ~ Self / Current Situation

Archetype: The Hoarder ~ The part of me clinging to resources, control, and safety as if loosening my grip would mean total collapse.

Keywords: Control • Scarcity • Security

Meaning: This is where I am right now, holding tight, managing scarcity (real or perceived), protecting what I have because trusting that more will come feels impossible. The Four of Pentacles as self reveals that my current operating system is built on fear of loss, and that grip is costing me more than whatever I think I’m protecting.

Journal Prompt: What am I clutching so tightly that I can’t actually use or enjoy it, and what am I afraid will happen if I loosen my grip?


The tarot card, the Moon
Deck: Celtic Tarot

The Moon ~ The Problem / Challenge

Archetype: The Oracle ~ The part of me that knows things without knowing how, that sees in the dark, that navigates by intuition when logic fails.

Keywords: Illusion • Intuition • Mystery

Meaning: The problem isn’t what I think it is. The Moon shows that I’m navigating by anxiety instead of intuition, confusing the two because they both whisper in darkness. The real challenge is learning to trust what I know in my gut while staying grounded enough not to spiral into paranoia or projection.

Journal Prompt: Where am I confusing anxiety with intuition, and what’s one thing I actually know in my bones even though I can’t prove it?


The tarot card Strength
Deck: Everyday Witch

Strength ~ Conscious Awareness

Archetype: The Tamer ~ The part of me that works with difficulty through compassion instead of force, that stays soft even when hardening feels safer.

Keywords: Compassion • Courage • Integration

Meaning: Consciously, I’m reaching for this energy, trying to meet challenges with gentleness, trying to work with my own wildness instead of caging it. I know this is what’s needed. The question is whether I can actually embody it or if I’m just performing strength while clutching control underneath.

Journal Prompt: Where am I trying to control something through force when compassionate engagement would actually work better?


The tarot card The Hermit
Deck: Celtic Tarot

The Hermit ~ Unconscious Influence

Archetype: The Seeker ~ The part of me that retreats inward for wisdom, that processes alone, that finds clarity in solitude.

Keywords: Solitude • Wisdom • Withdrawal

Meaning: Underneath my conscious awareness, I’m isolating. Not in service of genuine inner work, but as protection against vulnerability. The Hermit here suggests I’m using solo processing as a way to avoid the messiness of connection, convinced that if I just figure it all out alone, I won’t need anyone else’s help or witness.

Journal Prompt: Where am I using solitude as wisdom when it’s actually just avoidance, and what would it cost me to let someone in?


The tarot card, the King of Cups
Deck: Celtic Tarot

King of Cups ~ The Past / What’s Passing

Archetype: The Compassionate Leader ~ The part of me (or someone in my life) who held emotional complexity with maturity and grace.

Keywords: Mastery • Compassion • Maturity

Meaning: This energy, whether it was me or someone else, is in the past now. That emotional mastery, that capacity to hold space with wisdom, has shifted or left. In its absence, I’ve contracted into the Four of Pentacles, gripping at security because the emotional foundation isn’t what it was.

Journal Prompt: What emotional support or maturity have I been operating without, and how has that absence shaped my current need for control?


The tarot card, Seven of Cups
Deck: Light Seer

Seven of Cups ~ The Near Future / What’s Approaching

Archetype: The Dreamer ~ The part of me overwhelmed by possibility, paralyzed by options, unable to discern between what’s real and what’s fantasy.

Keywords: Illusion • Choice • Overwhelm

Meaning: What’s coming isn’t clarity, it’s more options, more possibilities, more choices. The Seven of Cups suggests that loosening my grip (Four of Pentacles) will initially feel overwhelming rather than freeing. The challenge will be choosing something real instead of getting lost in all the shiny possibilities.

Journal Prompt: When I imagine loosening my grip on control, what possibilities emerge, and which ones are real versus fantasy?


The tarot card, the Queen of Swords
Deck: Celtic Tarot

Queen of Swords ~ Internal Influences / My Inner World

Archetype: The Truth-Teller ~ The part of me that cuts through bullshit with precision, that values clarity over comfort, that speaks truth without apology.

Keywords: Clarity • Discernment • Truth

Meaning: Internally, this is my operating frequency, sharp, clear, cutting away what doesn’t serve. The Queen of Swords is my inner voice that knows the truth even when I don’t want to hear it. She’s the one telling me the Four of Pentacles grip isn’t working, that the Moon’s confusion is partly my own making.

Journal Prompt: What truth is my inner Queen of Swords trying to tell me that I keep deflecting or softening?


The tarot card, the Eight of Pentacles
Deck: Aquarian Tarot

Eight of Pentacles ~ External Influences / The World Around Me

Archetype: The Craftsperson ~ The part of me that shows up consistently, that builds through repetition, that values skill over shortcuts.

Keywords: Mastery • Dedication • Work

Meaning: Externally, the world is asking me to just do the work, consistently, without drama, without needing every emotional knot untangled first. The Eight of Pentacles doesn’t care about my Moon confusion or Four of Pentacles grip. It just shows up and builds, one focused effort at a time.

Journal Prompt: What work can I do today that doesn’t require me to have everything figured out first?


The tarot card, Justice
Deck: Light Seer

Justice ~ Hopes and Fears

Archetype: The Judge ~ The part of me that seeks balance, consequences, fairness, and the clarity of cause and effect.

Keywords: Balance • Accountability • Truth

Meaning: I both want and fear the reckoning. Justice here shows that I’m hoping for things to balance out, for my efforts to matter, for fairness. But I’m also terrified of what accountability might reveal about my own role in creating what I’m experiencing. This double edge is what makes me grip tighter.

Journal Prompt: What am I hoping will balance out, and what am I afraid I’ll be held accountable for?


The tarot card, the Emperor
Deck: Light Seer

The Emperor ~ Outcome / Potential Resolution

Archetype: The Builder ~ The part of me that creates sustainable structure through clarity, authority, and consistent decision-making.

Keywords: Structure • Authority • Clarity

Meaning: The outcome of this cycle is solid ground, not through gripping (Four of Pentacles) but through building (Emperor). Real structure comes from clarity of purpose and willingness to make decisions, from showing up consistently (Eight of Pentacles) and cutting away what doesn’t serve (Queen of Swords). The Emperor is what I build when I stop clutching and start choosing.

Journal Prompt: What structure do I want to build this cycle, and what one decision would move me toward that?


Guiding Incantation:

I release my grip, I trust the dark
My clarity cuts through confusion, my work builds what’s real
I choose structure over control, authority over fear
This cycle, I build by letting go

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